Hi everybody!
Back with Sonya here in my little homepage~
I usually talk about something happy and excited to you rite?
But today, I'm just gonna pour something I want to shout out by I can't, here..
"I can't deny it even if I want to.."
Guys, now I just feel like a bullet exactly in my heart..
I already know this all the time..
I know if she (X) is still can't be removed fully from his heart..
I still have to compete to win his heart..
I am still at unsafe position in his heart..
I know he already ask me to believe him..
But, everyone knew that you can't forget someone you ever loved for several years,
and try to love someone you just met her once, rite?
Even if I am with you now..
But, why I still think that I am noone to him?
All this time, I have this thought..
And, I never have any courage to ask him..
I just afraid..
Afraid that someone I already love is gone..
Afraid that I would get hurt by the feelling..
The feeling when you are one sided love..
Afraid that I am the only one who love him~
It's not easy to always be a cheerfull girl when you have a problems inside..