My Love story : Thank you Lovely~ (´ ▽｀).。ｏ♡ (Part 1)

Hi guys!
Greeting from me, Sonya from Stay Joking!! ＼(^▽^＠)ノ

Welcome to my story about my love life journey~

This is my first selfie with ma boy~
It's at the second day we met *I think, kinda forget it* LOL

Sorry at first that I really don't have much time to post new story about me here,

But I have posted many photos on my instagram, and you can check it at my hompie~
I have not much time to focus writing..

（*´▽｀*）

Firstly, I wanna say Happy Eid day *even already passed* to who celebrate it~
HAPPY EID DAY!!
This year's Eid day really give me a special and precious unforgettable moment too~
Thanks God!
 *✲ﾟ*｡✧٩(･ิᴗ･ิ๑)۶*✲ﾟ*｡✧

Now, I would like to share my story about my Eid holiday...

As always, I spent my holiday in my hometown, Pontianak~

But, there is something different this year,

that I spent my holiday with my first and hopefully the last boyfriend I have for the first time..

(ɔˆ ³(ˆ⌣ˆc)

He came back to Pontianak from Malang earlier to give me surprise!

*He told me that he was going back to Pontianak on Sunday,

but He was in front of my house on Friday, two days earlier*

At that night, there was someone knocking my door..

I still didn't check for reasure it was my door.. 

*I thought someone was knocking my neighbour's door*

But then, slowly I heard it was from my door..

So, I opened my window to check it..

It was my boyfriend's cousin?!
(☉_☉)

*Why? At this time? I thought*

Then, I opened my door and found him appeared in front of me!

When he was in front of my house,

I was really shock..

∑(☉_☉；)

I don't know what feeling I felt exactly..

I was shocked, confused, touched, and happy at the same time..

(FYI, I'm really feel embarrassed that I was just using loose t-shirt and something comfort but not that good looking pants in front of him ^ ^")

I wanted to hug him, but my body can't move at all.. LOL
(｡・//ε//・｡)

*I can't sleep well the night, cuz I still recalled about the surprise*

ヾ(◍’౪`◍)ﾉﾞ♡

I was sweating so much at that time, maybe my heart was beating too fast..

I still can't gain my soul and thougt it was my dream.. LOL ♡ლ(-༗‿༗-)ლ♡

At that night, after gave me some gifts..

he was having chit chat with me, my mom, and his cousin..

Then, he told me to change my clothes and asked me to meet his family..

So, he took me to his cousin's house *where he live at Pontianak*

and have some chit chat there..

After late at night he brought me back to my home..
And we promised to meet the next day..

(to be continued... ^ ^)

Handsome, is he?? ^ ^ Of course yes!! ♡ლ(-༗‿༗-)ლ♡

♥(✿ฺ´∀`✿ฺ)ﾉ
Thanks guys for reading my post..
This is just the day 1 I'm meeting him...
I'll be back to post the next stories next time..
keep waiting for my life journey guys~

~ Love, Sonya ♥ ~

"The Truth is Something That Can Hurt You..."

Hi everybody!

Back with Sonya here in my little homepage~

I usually talk about something happy and excited to you rite?

But today, I'm just gonna pour something I want to shout out by I can't, here..

"I can't deny it even if I want to.."

Guys, now I just feel like a bullet exactly in my heart..

I already know this all the time..

I know if she (X) is still can't be removed fully from his heart..

I still have to compete to win his heart..

I am still at unsafe position in his heart..

I know he already ask me to believe him..

But, everyone knew that you can't forget someone you ever loved for several years,

and try to love someone you just met her once, rite?

Even if I am with you now..

But, why I still think that I am noone to him?

All this time, I have this thought..

And, I never have any courage to ask him..

I just afraid..

Afraid that someone I already love is gone..

Afraid that I would get hurt by the feelling..

The feeling when you are one sided love..

Afraid that I am the only one who love him~

It's not easy to always be a cheerfull girl when you have a problems inside..